maarin

You're not all that.
You act like you know everything,
You Should treat people with respect.
You can't expect that everybody will do as you please.
You're not all that..

How could we just go back to that when we know how it goes
We've been through this over and over again, can't we just let it go
You said you missed me but why can't I believe a word that comes out of your mouth
Some moments I missed you too but we both know that this wasn't our best idea
We should just let it all go 'cause I don't even think that I'm ready to start this again.

det här funkar inte längre, jag pallar inte mer, jag förstår om ni inte ser det, men det spelar väl ingen roll för mig jag ser ju det. jag måste verkligen göra nått åt det, i fall det inte försvinner snart vet jag inte vad jag ska göra, vill inte göra det man inte borde så jag vill helst slippa, men nån måste förstå....

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

I know that you aren't perfect but god, you're not stupid or incapable. Why are everybody like that? How can people see themselfs like that. Can't go around like that, get help! seriously!

This isn't good, I should be happy for you, but I really can't, sorry. It should have been me!

You were everthing
can you be again?
We had it all
do you still want it?
Used to be us
are you leaving?

It feels wierd, one word all week, whats that all about, wasn't I clear about myself, slow ass.
This can work better, but do we really want that, I can be alone with myself, can you?

I did fail once, I can't believe I let that happend, hopefully no one remembers but I can't be sure, shouldnt ask, cause then you'll know, I gotta let you think that I cannot be moved.

Jag vet att jag inte är bra på att prata om sånt med dig, men om du känner att du vill så är det bara att ta upp det. Vi gjorde det en gång och du sa grejer som fortfarande förvånar mig. I know I like control and so do apperently you  know. Men jag trodde aldrig att jag har "övertaget", det va nog där allt gick fel eller nej förresten det va nog bara den sista saken, jag tror att du hade hoppats på för mycket, visst det va bestämt och biljetter var bokade, men du kände mig inte tillräckligt bra för att fatta. men men life goes on, och jag mår bra, hoppas du inte tror nått annat, I need to put a strong face out and that you know

Ah jag borde inte ha sett den filmen igår, nu pajade jag allt, my state of mind e helt messed up nu. Blicka fram så kommer det förhoppningsvis att funka, får bara försöka hålla liiite avstånd till mobil, tragiskt nog, ni som vet hur beroende jag e :P. Tror jag måste komma på en nödlösning en plan B...I just gonna have to do it by myself, life isn't always easy and this is a time when its not. Ah! det va ju så bra innan igår, I know I can feel that again! hopefully in a week :P lite väl optimistisk nu kanske men vadå:P

Time has come for me to choose
Friends will come and friends will go and some will last forever
Need to know where I should go
Do I want to stay or do I want to go?
That's the question that remains.

Varför måste du göra en dålig dag värre?!
Vi båda visste att den skulle suga, men va fan vi kan ju ändå göra det bästa av den, men nej. Å du borde få stryk (:P) AAH  hata

Control
I need it
I want it
I gotta have have it

Fredag oj vad jag längtar, mycket bra händer :D
Det blir helg
Jullov
Sista dagen på jobbet
Träffa Jennie i Borås
Da'n före da'n före da'n före doppareda'n (undra om det blev rätt :P)

Au pair intervju :D

Bra dag helt enkelt :):)

I can't ask again
This isn't gonna work
You have to understand I can't handle another no
You need to step up
I know it's hard
I've been there but you have to fight for what you want